For the past couple of months I have been thinking about the future. A LOT !!!! and for the first time in my entire life I understand why people want to be like Peter Pan, I hate the feeling of going out into the BIG bad world. It is SCARY.
I mean I have a few years until I offically start my so called " Adult" life. I mean right now I am just starting my Exams and SQAs and that is scary enough but the future is what is bothering me right at this moment. I mean when I get older and hopefully get into Uni , I would have to move out and rent a flat. I would fend for myself ! I have to buy Food, Bathroom Stuff and get myself around everywhere !!!! :(
Right now as I said I am sitting my SQAs ( Scottish Exams) and I am crapping it. I mean my whole life relays on this one single exam, my future will be written in that exams and quite frankly that is shit scary. No doubt I will go all sarcastic in my english essay like my prelims. No joke my english teacher was like " don't use slang" and " Don't be so sarcastic" and my reply was " Don't be so judging" yeah that didn't end all to well :(
I still don't get why what we do in High School comes with us our whole life. I mean I tottally think I would be so different as a adult ( well I hope ) than I am now.
When I try to revise I get distracted. Either by the nextdoor nieghbours toddlers singing " Woobie Woobie Woo War Are Wou " or a text message or even peoples facebook status. If there was a Exam and them then I would pass with flying colours.
Anyway I better go and "Revise" :D watch lasts night Glee to be honest.
See you next time...x
( I am so tempted to go " XOXO Gossip Girl" but yeah I choose not to )
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